this is just GREAT. night before my exams and im blogging. ha-ha. -_-
well yes..nothing much going in on my life, been at uts for the past 2 weeks. tonight was the first time in AGES since i've been home for dinner. that's pretty bad! too much msg :(

but yeah. the reason why i planned to post another blog was to set some goals for myself throughout these summer holidays!! :D:D woooooo.

- LOSE WEIGHT. ok like, no joke T_T exerciseeee. eat healthy. don't be lazy :) look sexy for summer. i have one month.!!
- learn to play canon on the piano. and some other coolness songs :D:D
- watch all gossip girl :D woootay!
- save up money.. :( so i can shopping spree or go on a road trip <3
- party hard. and live life :D:D
- stop thinking impossible thoughts. gr :( kan lan !! :@

OK THAT IS ALL.
GOODBYE xxxx

i have nothing to say.

HI XANGA

THIS WAS MY BLOG ON WORDPRESS BEFORE I FIGURED OUT MY PASSWORD :

Hello and welcome to my new blog!

Due to my forgetful nature of forgetting my xanga log in name and pw, I've had to make this blog :) I have not blogged..since 2 days after HSC in my xanga blog, which is quite amazing, how do I manage spend so much time on the computer all the time? Facebook. Lame I must admit xD

Moving on with my present state, many things have happened in the last few months, both good and bad, though I evidently survived through it til now. Currently i'm in a pretty sticky, confusing situation. Hoping for everything to be fixed, but in reality, it won't be very easy to find an appropriate solution which will please both parties. Maybe in time, hopefully, which i'm trying right this moment..though i'm still not so sure. I don't even know why i'm always like this, indecisive and always changing via thoughts or feelings at bad times. This time, i really tried not to..but..evidently it eventually caught up with me.

I was reading my mX just then, in the mX flirt section, the article was called Head V Heart , still not really being able to differ which one I really am..sometimes I think i'm heart..but judging from the way i've dealth with past issues, I thought I was head. I have absolutely no idea..

Anyways, I had a pretty relaxing day today, went to uni at 1..left at 4..wounded up at Passionflower for the 2nd or 3rd time this week, $8 specials!

Totally tempting - I know!

I swear the four of us are going to end up on the biggest loser sooner or later for eating so much icecream on a weekly basis!! :D

Before I end this first blog of mine, I would like to give some shout outs to those who have been there for me through tough times, listened to me when i've had something to say (even though it was just me being a total loser and I was talking rubbish), those who have supported me even though they might've known at the time that it wasn't the right thing i should've done, the ones who have told me that I am wrong, them who let me rant about anything I fancy to them, those who look after me after a long day/night and ESPECIALLY those who love me for who I am.

(this is in no specific order).

:

Debbie Pham

Kylie Pham

Isaac Lai

Adam Huang

Clare Yoo

Vincent Chow

Daniel Nguyen

Jessica Li

Jonathan Lin

Lay-Heng Lech

Sorry if I missed some of youse, but I love all of youse nonetheless <3

Til next time lovelys,

Besneyx

i started reading twilight today :) its okay so far; but yeah, only on page 28 and i decided to blog :D

anyways, it is post-HSC now and i've been pretty wild..according to my parents.
just because i didnt go home to sleep on friday night..and came home 12.30 saturday night...oops?
brief description of my post-HSC days so far;

thursday (after chem exam) - went out to dinner with family and some others

friday - [day] went to city and formal hunting with j.lin for the both of us (we found something perfect for him, but i'm still thinking about mine) [night] johnny came to pick me up to go city, iris and adam also went, some of the others who we were supposed to meet were lagging, so we walked around chinatown because it was friday night and there were many stalls open, then we went to the new maccas at darling harbour and i went into the childrens playground and tried climbing through the "drive-thru" and hit my back, (now i have a massive bruise on my back -.-) and after that..we went to norita to play jenga, lol @ us xD our highest was 27 lvls i think? xD and after that, we met up with lawrence, mon and chris and walked aorund trying to find a place to go k. we ended up at show after two attempts xD its actually quite a good place! pretty as well ^^ daniel, fiona and jenny came afterwards so there were 10 people @ k :) it was fun; haha well i had fun, singing loudly :) and just going crazy on the couch; had a few sips of vodka sky off daniel, was a little off my head (was not tipsy) and we left at..11something 12 i think? johnny drove us all home, was really tired and actually almost fell asleep on the way home.

saturday (cont. from friday) - i went to lawrence's house afterwards, was there talking til pretty late, being stupid. so i slept over in the end. we both slept on the couch LOL and didnt stop harassing each other until 4. -dies- we woke up around 9ish 10 the next morning, and fell back asleep for another 1 or 2 hrs. got up and ms. ona drove us to david's to pick him up and went over to mon's. daniel, chris and viv were already there; (and mon's little brother ivan!) they were all playing poker, cept ivan, viv, chris and i, viv went to study for SC so me and chris played big 2 and ivan was watching wrestling on the computer. almost got killed by lawrence because he wasnt winning and he was calling me his lucky charm! HA LOL :) in the end, it was daniel vs. mon (lol..how ironic) and jeff came after that, they were all smoking fags and agile (yuk) so me and viv watched sydney white :) CUTE movie xD we had pizza :D yumyum; afterwards it got late so chris took viv home and daniel and david had left. johnny called us to go fishing (LOL) after a long period of deciding and torturing of me, we decided to go. phillip came to pick us up, it was phillip, lawrence and i in a car and jeff and mon in another. we then went to pick up nathan and drove to bexely north to tommy's place to get rods etc. and he came along, so there were 3 cars. we had to drive around to find bait for fishing, which was sorta hard because all the shops were closed! we ended up at a pertol station/convenience store and bought some. phillip had to go home first and i found out that he lived in mascot! haha; we then headed off to botany bay and met up with johnny, kerry, david and kwan. talked a bit took everything out of the cars and had to walk a VERY LONG way to the place we were going to fish at, climbing over/through TWO fences (thankgod i wasnt wearing a skirt), and i was also in heels because i didnt get the chance to go home and change from friday night! the ratio of girls to guys was 1:11...LOL hahaha, guess i'm used to it now xD we were sitting there for...maybe 2 or 3 hrs? it was quite nice there, excluding all the attempts of making me fall and random insults being chucked around! kinda dangerous though, had to climb down all these rocks..>< but in the end it was all fine. in those few hours, we caught ONE baby fish, well chris caught it; cos the rest of them gave up! haha, we than had to walk ALL the way back to the cars, and the bracelet clare gave me broke!! ): so depressed >< and when we got back to the cars, we had to split up again, because it was past 11 and phillip could only have one passenger in his car, so me and larence migrated to tommy's car xP JAY CHOU SONGS FTW! :) was rly tired so i hugged tommy's soft toy and slept on lawrence's lap on the way to st. peters maccas. we ate...went to toilet..and when i came back..my drink was SPIKED. with pepper and salt. was going to spew my dinner up T_T" after all the attempts of me bashing kerry, we finally agreed to all go home. tommy drove me home and i fell asleep on lawrence again LOL :D got home around 12.30...showered and SLEPT :)

sunday - woke up at 12, NICE SLEEP :) went on msn....fb..etc. mum came home around 2, didnt rly talk to her, and she left again, i walk out to the living room and i see WII and WII FIT. I WAS LIKE WTFWTFWTF!! and yes :) helen came over to help with the setting up and stuff; later on at night, mon, johnny and kevin came over to play some wii. somehow everyone ended up in my room, and mon telling michelle a bedtime story with my soft toys. LOL; and kevin on my bed suffocating me with my man tou soft toy @@" then i dragged them all out and into my study room to brag about my artistic qualities xD and mon was mucking around on my msn being stupid =.=" then mum came in and *CENSORED* fkn. ARGH. RAGE. NO MORE.

monday - woke up to an empty house. again; went on msn, made iris come over xD watch hitman with her and played some wii, johnny came over to pick us up at 6.30 but we were lagging a little because my mum was *CENSORED AGAIN* we got into car (finally) and as johnny drove off, he crashed into my dad's ute O_O" his front window got a huge hole and smashed, the side bumper came off completely O_O" (i felt really bad, because it was my fault that he fell asleep while waiting for us) >< after like 30mins of my parents talking and trying to clean things up, we had to pick lawrence up, we got to david's at around 7ish and walked to the park with basketball courts, found out that there were only 4 girls, with approx. 30guys? hm, YES LOL; how fun xD but it was alright i supposed, blended in quite well haha! met like..3 people, so it was cool, jinsoo, johnny and dong :) cool people haha we left around 10.15..cos mon had to go home early and i wasnt allowed to stay out late T_T" got home and ended up msning and fbing til 3; SAD MUCH!

tuesday - waking up to the house by yourself is weird. its really silent; woke up....fb and msn again TT" saw i had a missed call from aaron, so i called back and we ended up talking for 30mins about absolute NONSENSE LOL! as we do. and yeah..havent done much today cept start reading twilight and play wii. i did 40+mins of wiifit today ^^ ON MY WAY TO LOSING SOME FAT :D yay. this is one hellva long blog, so i will stop here! :)

GOODBYExo